Everyday Is the Same Pain

EVERYDAY IS THE SAME PAIN THAT REPEATS FOREVER THE SAME MUNDANE LIFE LIVED OVER AND OVER AND THERE IS NO ESCAPE, I FEEL NO SADNESS NOR HAPPINESS IT IS ALL BOREDOM, I CANNOT EXPERIENCE CHANGE FOR I AM SCARED WHAT IT MIGHT BRING MY LIFE IS A PURGATORY OF MY OWN IMPOTENCE BOREDOM FEAR AND ANXIETY. ALL THIS BOREDOM MIXES INTO AN INESCAPABLE PAIN AND THERE IS NO ESCAPE FOR ME. I HAVE LEARNED TO ACCEPT THIS PAIN FOR I KNOW ANY COMPLAINTS WILL RUIN THE COMFORT I HAVE WITHIN THIS

A cockroach is trapped on a small glue board beside a candle indoors. The captions describe the endless repetition of a mundane life, emotional numbness, fear of change, and accepting suffering because complaining would disrupt familiar comfort. It is used as a bleak, absurd reaction to boredom, routine, anxiety, or feeling stuck. EN: A cockroach is trapped on a small glue board beside a candle indoors. The captions describe the endless repetition of a mundane life, emotional numbness, fear of change, and accepting suffering because complaining would disrupt familiar comfort. It is used as a bleak, absurd reaction to boredom, routine, anxiety, or feeling stuck.

• @afrosidemoon / 27061 2020-05-10